Saturday, February 13, 2010

what I want.

This month, another 34 days to my wedding I would like these:

1. A spa package. The whole shebang, massage, facial, lulur etc. I am tired to my core bones and I need this!

2. For the fiancee to at least be in the same wave length with me. I mean, I love him, very much. But its either the dais, or the meja beradab (which is in the package anyway). Not 2 people sitting on top of the stairs eating by themselves. Not my idea of wedding. Maybe his sister said its ok and all, but he is marrying me, not her. Its our wedding after all.

3. To lose weight. Will start rigorously this weekend.

4.To have Hola back soon.

5. To have some money to at least splurge on shoes and new lingerie

That is all for now.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

38 days!

I am honestly tired. Extremely excruciatingly tired.
Only 38 days to go to my wedding and I am still like this, blergh.

I want to go for a spa, for my hen's nights, for a weekend vacay. Haigh.

Honestly, to this day, I still regret making this stupid decision. (no, not you my love)