Friday, June 26, 2009


1. I will be going to Perhentian tomorrow night. Yeay! At last, a proper holiday with the boyfriend and some friends. I deserve this treat, seriously. And yes, I am super broke but luckily its a budget holiday and boyfriend eagerly wants to pay for it so yeay.

2. Everyone's talking about the passing of MJ. RIP MJ. I'll always love your billy jean, black and white and beat it.

3. I have registered CIMA. So yeay. Finally.

4. I am getting engaged in a month time. Woot.

5. I am so falling in love with Coldplay and Lenka.

6. I don't think I'll be going to this year's Urbanscape but Ili's band would be performing and I think this would be their first major gig after the Laundry's gig last year. So yeah, maybe, just maybe I'll dropby.

7. I need to find a proper stable job. Pronto. But can I manage? With the bis, CIMA and a real job? Heh.

Okay, nak tidur.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Life is mundane. Routine. Cyclical.
But hey. that is life!

It is not rosy all the way.

You just have to embrace it or live with it thinking that you don't deserve this kind of life and fret about it. Be grumpy, sarcastic, mad at everyone else because you think this is not the life you deserve.

I chose to embrace it. I chose to be happy. Because life is such, and people will never really be grateful, no matter what they have. The only thing for me to do is not aggravate myself, and live my life as it is, with what I have, which when I step back and look at, is more than enough to keep me happy.

So hey, be happy. If not, damn it. Stop blaming everybody else and be a hippie.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

love piece

I am happy. Well at this moment lah kan.

It has been confirmed that the date would be on 1st August.
And the meeting between two parents went well. Alhamdulillah.

Gosh. It really is happening.

And to top it all, my friend, my 1st ever bestfriend called me after 2 years of silence.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


It's already half of 2009 and somehow I feel like I have achieved nothing much. Sadly, when I know I should feel proud of myself (with the business, relationship-wise). Entahlah. There's like this extra huge void that has been left empty for too long and the worst part is I don't even know how to fill it. Maybe betul kata mama, 'sembahyang tu cukupkan, baru rasa lengkap.'

And its not that I am unhappy. I am happy. Maybe.